One of my favorite things that I've written

Just cant understand the seeking nature of attention from others
Like running on sand you just keep sinking deeper until one day youre smothered.
Why wasting this energy wondering what it is you gain
trying to get others to understand the game you play.
Its something I run from
because I dont have that need.
Collecting faces and names
Mr Money Bag and his greed
A bag of acceptance and happiness you think you gain
but no one will stick to you
or remember your face with your name.
So here I sit wondering
if its somethingI can stand
while I sit by waiting
the one really holding your hand.
Until one day the crowd becomes too much for even me
and I become a face you know but not one you ever see.